Community College Response

President Obama,

You and the speakers could not have said it better. I don't think I need to elaborate with my opinion; you guys sound like you have everything covered.
BUT.....
I know I'm only one person that has a unique situation and is not of a larger common pool of statistics.
You can't deny after everything I've been through that my situation is not unique.
When I went to my local community college, I made every effort initially to be a student like everyone else.
The drama that happened after that changed everything.
I already know they want to use suicide and cutting against me.
All I see is power hungry females who want a piece of me. Not exactly sexually, but I saw nothing but power trips and victimization.
I've experienced torture and abuse before, and I'm still fed up with it.
There is no excuse for the teachers to have acted like they acted.
They went way beyond my boundaries and no I don't think they deserved the respect that they demanded after treating me the way they treated me.
I see them as corrupt, power hungry, and abusive.
I do not know if it was capitalism or socialism that was responsible for abuse and demands of entire domination. They underestimated me big time.
The reason and purpose for the teachers to be there is to be the teacher.
They went way too far in getting involved in my personal life. They are not entitled to tell me how to live, who to love, who to be friends with, to answer submissively to every detail about my life.
Those teachers were the pigs.
They were part of the reason for the cutting, not a person I would want to share my vulnerability with.
In addition to suicide with the Fantasia connection, the suicide is a lie in my world. Yes, I've talked about the thought of suicide, but I have taken no action. Yes, I take sleeping pills at night to help me sleep. Sometimes not even two pills help me beat my insomnia. I take a little more to really get it in my system so I can get the rest that I need. The motive of taking 3 or 4 sleeping pills for suicide is a complete lie.
I have written a couple of harsh blogs on myspace defining authoritarianism and yelling at how piggish and abusive I thought the teachers were.
I think there victimization and anal retentiveness concerning all areas is beyond sick.
I refuse to swallow my pride. There is no good reason to. Those teachers have nothing to back up.
I only agree in general terms of the support of community colleges.
I wanted to pursue a different degree outside of social work to grow on myself and help myself survive in this world. I was there for a fair, educational reason.
It was far from fair or reasonable. Money was wasted because of the teachers ridiculousness, abuse, underestimation, and unreasonableness.
I refuse to apologize to the teachers that I had to deal with. I refuse to cave in at any means to those teachers. They are wrong in so many ways.